Maybe these words can explain all of that. Maybe not. I feel like I've nothing to look foward, you know? There was a time when I looked at the moon, and a thousand of dreams pass right through my head. I was kinda happy. But now? Just feel like it all fade away.
I just watched that movie you once told me about, and I remember all of that stuff that was in my head that time. I know you'll not read this, think you not even read anything from me anymore.
You can do what you want, you're free. I just want to write this, and watch it all fade away from my mind, cause, you know, it is hard to remember every day. Sorry for all I did, I didn't wanted to waste your time.
I'd just wished we could spend and waste our time together.
I trully wish that you be happy, wherever you are, whoever you're with.
Or maybe only music can explain it all, like it ever did:
But don't you know that you are living
You are living inside a lie
When you know it could be better here
It could be better if you'd just try